Sleeping

He’s been doing nothing but sleeping since we had to start him on morphine yesterday. Hasn’t woken up or said any words. I don’t think he will wake again.

I still rub his head with the coconut lotion and dab a little on his nose. He doesn’t wake but he grins and relaxes. Mom tried getting him alert in the morning but he didn’t open his eyes or say anything back.

His feet are puffy and red, he’s not drinking water, but his breathing is constant and steady. He goes to his in home care on Weds but I don’t know if he will be here still by then.

Found a song I want to dance fire to. It popped up on Spotify while I was sanding in the shop, tracks wet through the sawdust on my cheeks.

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